These past few weeks have been kind of hard, i´ll be honest with you. It has been difficult. that´s how i can describe it. I feel like i´m working but no one is listening and every night for a few nights I would come home thinking, 'what have i really done today... nothing....' it was super hard, I never thought it would be like this in the mission field. All of my excitement is worn off. But the other night i talked to my comp, and I asked her if she ever wondered why she was on a mission, and if it was what she thought she was suppose to be doing. She gave me her story about why she was on a mission. She also shared with me a scripture (Alma 26:27) and that really hit me. I´m not here for myself. As much as a want to think about myself and as much as i am tired and all of my hopes are lost, I need to keep going because: did Christ stop when he was suffering for our sins? If he had, we would be lost eternally. but he didn´t, and that´s what i need to do now. I may not be seeing any immediate success, but at least i´m working and trying to find people. Even if i can touch the heart of one person- that would be worth my whole 18 months of sacrifice. I´m not here for myself. I left you guys, my family and friends for 18 months so that others can be with theirs for eternity. This is my purpose and i know it´s hard to remember sometimes but i need to try harder. 18 months is nothing and it´s going to go by so fast i just have to hold on. Even though i may not see it now, i´m going to be blessed for my service and this is going to help me in my future life like crazy all i have to do is endure to the end!
A less active family FINALLY CAME TO CHURCH!!!!!!!!! it´s the family Lagheiri, and i ablsolutely LOVE them to bits!!!! it´s the parents, girl twins, and their son. the dad comes every once in a while and is a super awesome dude but the wife hadden´t come for like years and didn´t want her kids to be forced into coming to church which kind of hit me because of course her kids aren´t coming to church they never had to. so even though the dad wanted to take the kids to church the wife wanted them to go because they wanted to go so of course they didn´t go. now the son is lost. He doesn´t want anything with the church but the wife finally realized that none of her kids are going to church let alone believing in the church so she had us come talk to them one day and i found out that the twins believed in Christ, but that´s about all. They didn´t believe that our church was true because of all the other churches here. So we talked to them about the preisthood and the book of mormon but we told them that we could teach them all that we want but that they needed to know for themselves through reading and asking God. We talked to them about how to know for themselfs and the holy ghost. sadly one of the twins i could tell was believing nothing of the whole talk but the other one was at least listening. It´s the person´s choice to act or not. but at least the dad, mom, and one of the twins (Yessica) came to church! i was so happy i almost cried! and then we had another less active who finally came to church this Sunday too! We were so amazingly happy that she came cause we have been working with her to come to church the whole time i´ve been here and she finally came with her son! we were so happy and we might teach her husband cause he isn´t a member... yet... but we´ll see. her name is Erika Herrera, and is the sister of Hna. Corria.
Well, i really should go. love you!!!!!!!
LOVES!!!!

